ARRRRRGGGGG

So today is one of the days that I have a billion things to do, but instead Im sitting here posting a blog. I'm so overwhelmed that I don't know where to begin. So I'm just going to procrastinate. Thats something I do not enjoy doing at all. Procrastination eats me alive.

I have so many due dates, deadlines, meetings, and chores that I am turning into a scatterbrain. I began the week thinking it was next week and assuming the kids had minimum day (therefore paying for afterschool care for the both of them yesterday). It wasnt until this morning that I found out I was a week ahead of myself and that the kids, had in fact only been in the afterschool program for a mere 20 minutes by the time I picked them up.

I also found out that Jake will most likely be working 50 hours a week for at least 4-6 months. Its making me think that taking classes next semester, working PT and taking full responsibility of the kids, is not feasible.

So I'm seriously considering postponing the Masters degree. I hate to do that, since I am not one to give up. But I'm also not the type that is happy with a C. C's are average and I'm not average. So I will have to give this some serious thought as next semester approaches.